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Life ain't fair

Tue Nov 4, 2008, 7:17 AM
  • Mood: Disgust
In that Engineering has so many core modules, while some other faculties my friend told me about have only one or so tutorial a week.

If you don't see me online on my usual time slots, it means I have blocked you temporarily until the final wave for this year is over.

Screw AFA, I'm gonna study hard.
Pulling the "You'll fail anyway" hat trick is the stupidest and worst thing anyone can use on me now.

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:iconwertkh32:
Since when did i say you will fail anyway. im just saying it wont affect you much and may even benefit you since you get the opportunity to relax in the midst of the stressful preparations.

I havent said anything finish yet. Stop putting words into my mouth. Blocking me just like that is just simply your childish way of running from an argument.

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:iconjun-sasaki:
> Screw AFA, I'm gonna study hard.
Amen to that. I've got too much work to catch up on to offer even one day for AFA, let alone two.

I'm guilty of the one tut per week thing, most faculties are like that I guess. Well except for my Japanese module which eats up 3 tutorial slots.

Well, all the best for your preparations! Do take care of your body and get enough sleep. The last thing you'd want is a nervous breakdown or fall sick before the exams. Also, if you ever need a studying partner just let me know yeah.
:iconlightning-neko:
I think i'm going nuts already! rargh!

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Hoogihah~~~!
:iconlightning-neko:
Yeah, I'm childish. Maybe I have another reason than "running away from an argument"?

ok, here are my reasons for not going:

1. I know I'll definitely stay there the whole day if I went.

2. When has anime hype helped in exams? After the last cosplay (aka my first) there was a test. And I was totally wasted for that test. I've learnt my lesson.

3. You did say something along the lines of "Everytime complain complain, in the end also never go, then in the end still come complaining you never do well, might as well just go". I swear, that was the one line that got me frikking pissed. I'm sorry, I can't help it. Childish or no, that was insensitive, even if it was unintentional. It's like telling a cancer patient to start smoking because "you'll die anyway" was how I read it.

And no, you may not have said all that, but from what I can remember, what you've been saying so far have been insulting. too bad i didn't save the convo as proof. (Yes, tattling. Another childish trait. Woe me.)

I'm trying my utmost best to write this reply in as civilised a manner as possible. I know the more formal it sounds, the more it sounds like I'm snubbing you, in which case I apologise.

I am blocking you because I know you were going to harp on the subject til I relented, in what felt like it happened many times before (though I may not be sure of that, but that was what it felt likefor the time I've known you). And I knew your response (to the block) would include phrases that have demeaned me and irritated me like seeing human flesh in a meat grinder, phrases such as "baka", "childish" (oh haha), "pokemon", "stubborn" and many little things that may seem minor and insignificant. Using the same lameass analogy, it'll be calling our same cancer patient a total pussy for not trying out glue sniffing.

Which explains (hopefully) the bad mood I was in.

Well, I've run out of things to prattle about, really shouldn't mooch about this reply so much. Hope to see you at EOY.

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Hoogihah~~~!
:iconwertkh32:
Hmmm... well in that line of mine, in what way did i say you didnt do well?

It is, "you [b]said[/b] you didnt do well".

Well, i wasnt irritated with you not going. I was just irritated with you for blowing things up to this scale.

You started it.

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:iconwertkh32:
Hmmm... the fact that you are taking my words with out really actually understanding what i am trying to say... your mood must be really bad. Oh well. Calm down.

You and I have gone through many years of singaporean education. How can i not know the pressure you are feeling now? If you could present your side of the story more clearly, i would have stopped. Definitely. But. By just blocking off people, you are being insulting to others.

You could have told me, in greater detail, what you plan to do for this really busy month, what are the things you need to study for and even what you dont understand. You know im at all ears.

That would have painted a better picture of your situation.

What i felt, is that this event is really a once in a lifetime kind of thing. Its not easy to gather so many famous stuff into one event, especially a singaporean one.

Which is why i wont carelessly tell you to ignore it and go on studying. Well the cosplay thing is because you have to prepare for it right? That definitely took more time, which is probably why you got wasted. Not to mention that event was a rather minor one since it like occurs 4 times a year.

Of course when i read the events, i got excited, which might explain my rather strong persuading. But i recall being tact about it, wording my sentences carefully, in hope you will understand that i am not saying you wont do well, i am just saying it wont affect the outcome much, good or bad. Good or bad is up to yourself to determine.

But i wont blame you for flaring up, since you are in a bad mood and under a lot of pressure to do well. Its not easy to understand things when you are seeing red. Which reinforces my point that you might need a break in the midst of studying, so that when you get back to it, you can do better.

The fact that i dare to insult you a little and persuade you is that i believe you arent such a petty person to take it to heart, which is what i want to believe in. As a matter a fact, insulting you a little is usually in appreciation of your rather charming tendency to err.

Then again, if you think about it, would i ever insult you seriously? Goodness gracious no. You know why. : D

Instead of getting other people to sympathise with you, in the end, you are just making people angry. Which makes things worse.

Well, i wasnt angry, since i am used to it.

But is this really necessary?

To begin with, this isnt a ideal place to quarrel with you like that.

When you feel your bad mood is gone, do kindly do away with my speech ban. You take away one of my pleasures in life.

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:iconwertkh32:
btw. since this might be my only channel of communication for now, heres the subbed version of goku sayonara sensei

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Chill out. Okay. Things get better when you do.

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:iconjun-sasaki:
I suddenly had to scroll very far to reach this comment. lulz.

*slaps you about till you regain sanity*
:iconlightning-neko:
get a new pleasure.

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Hoogihah~~~!

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